Long term Mike Watson fans know, and have always been, and rightly so, in awe of my Sharon Stone (Basic Instinct) like ability to “predict the future and make it HAPPEN.
I write about it first, like Madam does in the movie. Then, it happens.
The “how”, well, the Universe manifests it. From Serving an Indian Goddess to Meeting Ms Chen, to everything I’ve ever written, said or done – it holds true.
Gabriella, an errant slave as y’all know from the last few emails on the subject – had been becoming increasingly disobedient, errant and insolent.
More than her cheap behaviour throughout (which was an irritant yes – but never a complete deal breaker) – it was this that caused me to deliver punishment in that this continued insolence unless resolved would result in punishment – in her case, a very public outing.
Punishment is an integral part of keeping slaves in line. As in the movie “Memoirs of a Geisha”, it can sometimes be brutal (the young Zhang Yi Yi in the film didn’t even deserve it – the character my all time favourite actress Gong Lin played brought it on) – but it’s required.
Gong Li is a classic. During the movie they practiced the slapping scenes so hard that Zhangs cheeks bore Lis fingerprints for days later! Gong Li is of course no stranger to slapping people around in real life if y’all have been following her lovely antics. Like Sophia once said about me dating her “don’t get slapped!”.
Hehehehe… anyway, back to it –
Once a slave joins my stable, there is no quitting. I make that very clear upfront. You’re either in or not at all.
In the rare cases I allow slaves to exit, they have to purchase their freedom in the form of a tribute. In her case, given her continual “sticking her heels in the mud” and not following instructions as she should be, daring to ghost me etc – it was $75.
She refused to pay it.
I released her anyway. It’s pointless if she’s not into this fully. Much like a dishonorable discharge from the Marines, she is now an “escaped slave” at the risk of being hunted down and punished regardless (much as happened with the wrestler Randy Orton during his times at the US Marines).
We all nake mistakes in life. I have made more and suffered more than most to get to where I am at today. Looking back, would I want to erase those mistakes?
No way.
They were necessary as was the pain.
They made me what I am today and continue to be.
Gabriella,You’re now a free (albeit so called) man, slave.However, you didn’t “buy” your freedom – you basically “escaped” and therefore the risk of being hunted down and publicly humiliated either now or in the future will remain (and it will be done in my own unique “drip drip” style – once done, it’s fine, there will be no going back). Whether or not you believe that risk is “serious” or not is entirely up to you. Whether or not it will be done at all, or when/how is entirely up to me, as you said in your last email “you do what you have to”.If at some point if you wish to change this, let me know, the buyout option will remain open. I have a feeling you might want to exercise that option at some point, but again, up to you. Moooo!Moving on – –Always cherish the memories of our time together, Gabriella. They will stay with you the rest of your life and beyond into the next – the most beautiful memories in your life ever. When in doubt, revisit the memories, and they will clear your mind, manifest solutions, and clear any and all problems you might be facing from your way.Last, send over a testimonial on our play together – again, a completely honest evaluation of your experience with my (never ending) dominance. If you do not wish to, let me know – it is entirely optional, but an apt way to move ahead.Once that’s done, you no longer need to refer to me as Master Sir unless you wish to in which case it’s fine. For you I’ll probably always be your Master so it’s ok if you wish to keep addressing me as such, however, I will refer to myself as Mike from here on in.Acknowledge, and that will be that.Dominantly, with a final doggie pat on the head –Mike Watson
A testimonial of our timeMaster Sir, our time together has been a roller coaster ride for me. From not knowing that I was even being groomed for your control, to being spoken to like you already owned me and instantly falling under your spell, to the sad way we had to end it.From that first moment I clicked the like button on your feet picture you have been different from all the others. You got into my head so quickly, filled it with desire for you, for your feet, for your body but I think it was your commanding words which did it for me. You seemed to know me better than I knew myself, knew things about what I do, what I like before I shared it with you. You told me what I should think and my naturally submissive mind took that as a fact instead of questioning it like I would have had it been said any other way. You filled my message box and my X feed with pictures and videos of your wonderful feet, I was excited to change my phone wallpaper to pictures of you, not just because you ordered it but because you had my mind so dependant on those pictures that any exposure to them gave me real pleasure.Since that day my mind has been growing steadily more foggy, if that’s the best word to describe it. My own thoughts were and still are constantly bombarded with your words, images of your cock and your feet come to me seemingly at random throughout the day and night. It’s a wonderful feeling. I have spoken about how making animal noises for you was so humiliating and degrading, it still is and I blush every time you mention me mooing or oinking in your messages. They really helped to make me feel like less of a human, less of a person of any importance, like I was an object there solely for your amusement, and I can’t deny that it was one of the most arousing things I’ve done. Truth be told, even without you as my Master Sir, I would likely still do it if I was told to.Finally to the end. I messed it up, I kept saying no and refusing the tasks that you demanded of me because I am cheap and because I want to cling on to my dull pointless vanilla life more than I want to give in and let you take full control of me. I take full responsibility for destroying what could have been a wonderful thing. My mind might never forget you, my body might always crave your control, your commanding words, but I walked away from it which is something I will likely regret for a long time, but I don’t think I will ever want to really give up the vanilla life in search of my sissy dreams. I’m sure this is of no concern to you, but I will be going ahead with the plans for my chastity keys in the coming days, disposing of them permanently. One thing we can agree on is that my clit useless for anything other than keeping me frustrated.I thank you for your control Master Sir, for the memories and for what is likely to be years of regret wondering ‘what if’. I also thank you for whatever is coming my way for ‘escaping’ in such a cowardly fashion. I understand that this can’t go unpunished and that it is entirely my own fault.You will always be in my mind.Gabriella
Hi Gabriella,Thanks for that heartfelt testimonial – I appreciate it. I will be posting this on my site – let me know if that’s ok with you.If you read “Serving an Indian Goddess“, Volume Three details how the slave and Mistress had to part ways in an unfortunate, sad and most poignant manner – and how neither one of them could ever forget the other, leading up to what happened in the Sequels, where I begin with the famous Steve Jobs comment of “you can’t connect the dots looking ahead – only backwards” – and the John Rambo (III) quote about “when are you going to come full circle, John”.You are currently at the Volume Three stage. Life will come full circle for you as well. It does for us all. That is simply the way of the Universe.You will remain a valued customer at Spicy and Erotic Fetish and will always be welcome here – in that regard if I can ever help with anything, feel free to let me know and I’ll do what I can.Best,Mike Watson
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