Dear Reader,
OK, so it’s been a while since we last spoke – but for good reason, my friend.
For darn good reason – been busier than a bee (or several) trying to construct a honeycomb – – which, by the way is precisely what I saw in my dreams the other night (a couplea nights ago).
I’ve got NO idea why I just used that “busier than a bee” expression, by the way! 😉
Anyway, back on topic – so today I’ll talk about a few missed femdom opportunities – – which might sound strange considering I’m the guy that’s constantly talking about femdom – done right – – and males receptive to it, as well as written manuals on how to find the dominant Chinese lady of your dreams, and so forth, but hey – Mike Watson is human too!
Being human means I’m fallible too – – or at least, I was along my “journey” to realizing what true femdom is about – – and YES – I’m still very much on a learning curve – – we never stop learning, do we?
Anyway, so it was a Friday night. Late on a Friday night I think it was, when a lovely lady called Ashley was sucking my left nipple (ah, the exquisite pleasure to be gotten from that left nipple! I speak about it so often in my books and writings!) and jerking me off expertly to one of the MOST pleasurable orgasms I’ve had.
Yes, unfortunately this was before I was privy to the pleasure of RUINED orgasms … !
Anyway, so as it was “over”, I came down from my “high”.
“So, is this it?”
“Uh ….” I replied, still “enjoying the moment”, but realizing at the same time I had committed the cardinal sin of asking her to satisfy me – – but not done the same for her!
“This is making love ….?”
And though I wasn’t “in the mood” to make love anyway that night, she was – and it was probably a bit of a letdown (to say the least) for her (although yes, there was some miscommunication going on there as well!).
We went to bed.
Around 1 A.M. or so, I remember waking up, and subconsciously “gravitating” to her feet. Lovely long feet and milky white Chinese soles, and as she slept, I had no option but to start massaging them.
She woke up (ever so slightly), and pulled me back with her in bed.
Later that night, I believe around 3:00 A.M. in the morning I woke up with a MASSIVE, raging, GIGANTIC hard on the likes of which I had NEVER had.
Those lovely, slim long FORE fingers of hers were twirling around my nipples, and it felt like HEAVEN on earth – before she got up to ride me “cow girl”, at which point the “fun” all subsided.
I was more into the foot worship and the nipple play, as you might imagine, and sex was the last thing on my mind – but not for her!
Now, it might be interesting to bear in mind that I had several conversations with her about the topic “blowjobs”.
I desperately wanted her to give me a blowjob – and she was very adamant about NOT doing so.
“I don’t like to suck dick!”
“OK, well …” I attempted to answer, as she shushed me and continued.
“You do for me! I don’t want to do for you!”
And so it went. The only blow job I can remember this lovely tall statesque lady giving me was a reluctant one during English class (I should say when she was SUPPOSED to be in class) – – but thats about it.
And at this point regular Watson readers will be nodding their heads and saying “Hmm! English lessons, Chinese ladies … this is striking a very familiar chord indeed!”
Indeed – – and yes, a lot of what I’ve written about has happened – – and is TRUE — including my most recent books on “Madam Krystal” at the school!
Now, why do I bring up this experience?
Certainly not to “toot my own horn” as it were. I bring it up because a lot of YOU reading this are in the same “predicament” of not being able to find the right lady to worship – – but believe you me, the confusion in your OWN mind is the main reason why you’re not being able to find said lady – -even if opportunities galore are IN FRONT of you in that regard!
I remember feeling submissive and “dominant” (pesudo dominant I should say) in equal measures with Ashley.
When she wouldn’t suck my dick, or give me a proper orgasm, I’d feel “denied” – but hey – little did I know THAT was my calling, and what I’d enjoy most, and what SHE did, and …
Little did I know that her “order” to “do it for her” would have been the beginning to a possibly most beautiful femdom relationship – – only if I had let it “bloom”!
Neither did she enjoy giving me massages. But did she enjoy – and require ME to give her massages?
I’ll let you be the judge there, my friend.
She came into my life for a reason – unfortunately, and at that point I wasn’t quite “ready” – not entirely at least!
Lesson to be learnt from this?
Well, if you’re in a relationship, you ALWAYS have an opportunity to worship your woman like a true Goddess, my friend. And believe me, all women want it – – I’m YET to come across a woman that doesn’t prioritize HER pleasure first at the end of the day – -as it SHOULD be! Hehe …
You just have to look for opportunities, and be open to taking them!
So that’s tale #1 in the “missed opportunities” series for yours truly. All true, and straight from the heart in typically brutal Watson style!
Let me know if you enjoyed it – – I’ll put out further “volumes” on this as well!
Best,
Mike Watson
P.S. – If you enjoyed that little blast from the past, well, you’re likely looking to find the dominant lady of your DREAMS, my friend. And believe me, it’s possible – if you avoid the mistakes I made initially! And I’ve put together a guide that will help you do just that- – https://spicyanderoticfetish.com/books/for-true-male-subs/
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