Those deepest, DARKEST desires.

Some actually are in your pysche.

They aren’t even all that dark.

Of course, who gets to decide what dark is?

Face fucking someone might be considered abusive by some.

Worshipping her feet for that same reason – wonderful!

Hypocrisy?

None!!!??

But anyway.

I’ve spoken about it before.

Your deepest darkest desires define you as a person. It’s when you get truly comfortable with those in a SSC manner that you have it made.

Most women wouldn’t let most guys near their feet for one. Because they act like creeps.

But anyway…

She was there.

Lying in bed.

Soles, kinda small but not really – many women have soles that size – asleep as she was on her stomach.

We only develop our sexual preferences based upon early influences in childhood before 5. No exceptions.

My so called feminist “tastes” – I have spoken about it before. The extreme matriarchy I was raised in…

… everything had to be mom’s way.

Dad was just a tool.

It’s that way until now, decades later.

But anyway..

I often pressed her feet as she slept. She was younger than I. Not by a lot though!

I was always scared shed wake up.

Sometimes she shifted .

But never woke up.

You’ll notice this theme so often in my writing. Pressing her feet as she sleeps. As I saw so often on TV, servants doing it for hours…

.. as I’ve had done for me by my …submissives. Hehe.

Shades of grey.

As a person recently told me i transcend dimensions in the BLINK of an EYE. Literally those are the window to the SOUL.

I’d lick them. She never woke up.

I’d stealthily believe it or not – wash those soles with water and soap on my hand. Miraculously Madam never woke up!

I’d often cum loads on her bedsheet or mine later. The next morning I’d check if it was sticky or not. It never was. Hehe. I did it right.

I can’t believe someone slept THAT soundly.

But anyway.

I realize this isn’t deep and dark as most would say.

Replace it with ass or boobs.

They’d say that.

PREDATOR vs SERVANT?

Yin, yang?

Even Hannibal had a weakness. Women. Few get it. He didn’t let it destroy him but there’s a point to this if you get it…

…I see that lady sometimes these days, I wonder if she knows.

No.

Her subconscious does.

But it’s there, enjoying it .

What’s the need for it to come out haha.

Sitting on her bed … Once she saw it.

Don’t sit on my bed!

But then while I did she just slept anyway. Haha.

Beautiful memory or fiction.

You decide .

We covet that which we see daily. Experience mentally. Hannibal said the first line. I the second.

Feet…

That’s why as a young lad Id try and say I was into boobs etc.

But a friend would always say.

No. Feet.

He said feet were beautiful openly as we talked about our teachers feet.

“You (he meant we) jerk off thinking about feet don’t you!”

This guy apparently watches porn with other guys and had the biggest longest dick ever. Not sure. I don’t watch porn , even the few times when young never with other guys around.

Everything was covered except feet and hands….

… Plus my matriarchal upbringing. . .

You don’t turn gay or anything without early childhood influence. It is not genes. Children are born as a blank slate. Simple. Social conditioning before 5. There’s a reason I was always called a troublemaker by Mom after 5 – but before that the polar opposite.

“They show their true colors after that”

Well, people love THESE truly fluid, like Bruce Lee once said “water” rainbow colors haha.

It takes lifetimes to undo that sort of submissive programming.

But I was always really a switch with extreme mental strength and the hands of a surgeon as my aunt once said. I’d say brain too.

You have to truly live in the other man’s shoes first. You have to give first before you RECEIVE. That’s why despite all this so many SUBMIT to me. They CRAVE it. You the reader does too. You’re just scared to take the plunge because you’ll never recover after that. But you shouldn’t be!

Lola is actually a very kind girl haha.

You will BLOSSOM under her sage tutelage and beautiful soles like no other…

… Back to it?

This might JUST be what I keep saying in my novels.

There is a reason they hit HOME so HARD!

Reality mixed in with a dab of creative license, never the other way around.

And madams feet on X today reminded me of THOSE soles years ago.

And that’s that!

Novels here.

Best,

Mike Watson