Why are cocks so sexy?

Dear Reader,

Many years ago, yours truly was in a hotel room with a buddy of his.

We had gone fishing (or was it swimming? I think it was swimming) earlier on in the day, and figured we’d have more than a few beers together before calling it a day.

Being I was in college at the time and he wasn’t, we figured a hotel room would be best to hang out and party for a while. In any case, he was in town visiting others, so a hotel room served two purposes – a) getting away from a “dorm” (which is where I lived at the time and b) a place for him to crash at the end of the night.

And a few drinks later, or perhaps more than a few drinks later, we were relaxed – and tired from the day’s exertions.

The next thing I remember was my friend saying “I’m horny. I need to jerk off”, in a drunken sort of manner.

Ok, no problem. I remember myself laughing at the time, but any laughter I might have had was quickly replaced by yet another emotion … LUST … as I saw my friend suddenly sitting in nothing but his underwear, and a massive bulge underneath it.

As he took his underwear off, I did what came naturally.

I bent between his legs, took his organ in my mouth, and started to suck like I was BORN to do so.

And though he took a while to cum after all the drinks, none of that affected me. I was sucking with a raging hard on all the time, and when it came time for “my turn” a few strokes of his palm was all it took.

I still remember that orgasm that went on FOREVER, and I was hard even after that!

Now, this is a side of Mike Watson you already know about if you’ve read my writings. I make a bit of a reference to this in “Meeting Ms. Chen” – – albeit I replace the male protagonist with a black guy “Kendrick” who had the most delicious sausage ever …

Anyway, I was freaked out the morning after.

Although what happened that night is common between men – it’s also not talked about a lot, and for the next few days I wrestled with my “submissive side” and love for cock and this continued for years (along with other experiences I’ll talk about later) until I came to terms with who I was, and started to enjoy it for what it was – an enjoyable EXPERIENCE, and nothing more!

His cock was average sized, about the size of mine, and pale white and cut – I still remember the head.

So beautifully shaped and the crown – and the slit – just stood out to be licked and sucked for all it was worth, and the best thing was that he had decent shaped balls that weren’t too hairy that I could suck and fondle while I was doing what I “do best” in those situations!

Anyway, why do I write about this?

I’m certainly not attracted to him – – or any other of the guys I’ve sucked (and there haven’t been that many, of course!)  – – in a romantic manner. And the only part I’d want to kiss on him is his dick – – nothing other than that.

This is actually a very common fantasy, as well as occasional occurrence, and as for the “why”?

Well, other than the mental stuff (about folks needing to submit, or come to terms with who they are, or if they actually have “real” homosexual tendencies in that they PREFER men – I certainly don’t prefer men in that all I prefer is the cock on occasion – and it’s always better if a woman is around dictating what I should DO to/with that cock!) – – the other fact of the matter is this, cocks are … just sexy.

Along with the forbidden pleasures of sucking cock if you’re a male, the fact is this – we all like to look at large cocks – if just in porn, or if just to “make comments about said cock, but let’s face it, cocks are just sexy in all their hues, colors and shapes!

Cut cocks, uncut cocks – – curved cocks (my personal favorites), and a variety of other dongs … they’re all sexy, and there’s nothing wrong with enjoying something sexy, is there?

We’re all shades of grey, my friend. We ALL have desires and tendencies that form the very core of who we are as a person, whether we know it or not.

What everyone doesn’t do, of course, is acknowledge this and get in touch with their other self  – and then just DO what feels good – – and what is natural!

This isn’t an invitation to start sucking random cock, of course, for you guys out there, despite the fantasy, but it’s certainly me telling you this – – if you’ve had experiences such as what I mentioned before (and I’ve had more – I’ll talk about those later) – – then do NOT feel guilty or beat yourself up about it later.

You’re not gay; you’re not “a closet homosexual” – – or anything of that nature. It was just a beautiful expression of “give and take” between two people of the same sex that you ENJOYED – and that is all there is to it!

As for my own personal preferences, if I were to have a “Master” in any situation (indeed, as I wrote about in the Garima Madam series) – – I’d prefer it to be a black man.

I don’t know why, but black cocks to me are by far the sexiest of them all.

I don’t know if it’s the color contrast, or the varying shades of black, or the lovely “pink” head on the black dongs that are “cut” – – but whatever it is, most of my fantasies about cock involve black cock, despite my conscious mind knowing fully well both from experience and otherwise that cocks of other colors can be just as big – juicy – and have just as many shapes! 😉

There’s nothing sexier to me than my Lady locking me up – – allowing me NO orgasms other than ruined orgasm, and making me kneel at the front of the bed, as she lovingly strokes her lover’s gigantic black penis – preferably cut.

There’s NO vantage point better than what I mentioned in “Garima Madama’s bitch” – – looking at her sleeping by him, his legs spread wide out, dong either erect or comfortably “at rest” on the balls!

And there’s no act better and SEXIER than being forced to beg to suck his cock and perform other more humiliating acts first …

On that note endeth this particular tale – – and if it gave you a hard on reading on about all this, I understand. You’re not alone!

Best,

Mike Watson

P.S. – I didn’t mention this in “A complete guide to understanding dominant Chinese females from the mainland”, but this sort of thing is a huge, huge turn on for a lot of women ONCE you are IN a “BDSM” relationship of any nature (again – not before – once the relationship is well and thriving!). I may put out another Volume on that topic, but for now, if you’re looking for the right lady to dominate you but haven’t been able to find her as yet, this manual above is a must read for you. Here is where you can access – – https://spicyanderoticfetish.com/books/for-true-male-subs/

P.S. #2 – Madam Su once asked me “what I’d do when her lovers came home”. Would I watch? Would I …? ‘Twas a genuine question on her end, and though she probably already knew the answer, she asked anyway! And I’ve detailed a lot of that in Sophia Bai – the Sequel –  The entire series is a great read too, by the way!